To see what the past did see.
I am doubledaring myself to use a series of images that does invoke a raw and fuel for the inner core of the self.
In the next few or maybe even a series on or off going pieces, please bare with me as i go through the stages of the
struggle within of myself and maybe a few of you can relate. Until then, lets put Danzig, Cradle of Filth, Kate Bush
and some wierd Beatles songs, and delve within ourselves to see if I can see what did H.R Giger, E.A Poe,and H.P.
Lovecraft and felt their inane babblings within.
Take this down anxiety,
I thought i left you behind. The life i once knew was done. Then you do this to me.
Attack me where I am blindsided, knowing that i cannot do a thing about this.
You still creep behind me in the form where I am at weakest, from her.
You know what, you can do anything “u” like, but i will not waver nor falter, coz i know,
If my hope and faith is boosted by none other, then I know how much you can creep up,
or slither in out of my deluded thoughts. You can never win, coz I need not to give up on the one I need to love,
Can you ever blam3,
when your people suffers.
So please ke3p on going
with all of it,
becuz come on,
u joke and keep the ones,
to beep, skweep and creep
while the innocents are put away first,
the middle ground suffers,
while amomg the proprietors of the upper
keeps the pressure.
So to speak,
go ahead and push,
of all “intelihensycia”
innoxente codicum illum.
aaahhk, my head, silly little head,
keeps the banter ahead.
yet why now
when i have an obligation and responsibility to another
I once knew someone like you,
very devout yet a wild one
very carefree but always had duties in check,
the other will always be
who comforts me
who denies my hate and convert into kindness
who always kept me in line with the divine.
If there is only a way
would there be,
could i find one,
i will never know.
To whom it may concern,
My dear friend,
My best friend.
You without mercy gave it all when we were young. Now i have admitted in my acceptance in peace. I have been with you all along now that I am married have a kid. You now stand as my mistress that i am loving so dear. In my quiet times you are there. Yet it seems i am not alone all the time, i just have to distance myself from you, but i want you and need you. What juxtaposition i have. What do we do now?
Strong you are in deception
Strong you are in multiplicity
Sides you are
Faceted you are
Must is a weapon
Want is a tool
Need from your Greed
Sidous in check
Palpatine at the side
Murderer of hearts
First the young
Then the old
All walkers of the star
Are not meant to be
In league, yes
In battle, yes
You are nothing but cloned to your face
Torn apart but duality of your skin
Nevermore after the Zahnic libris
Nevermore by Kasdanic saga
Yes to Lucasix, His and him alone you belong.
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For the memory and tribute to the great Count Dooku, Christopher Lee.
Are yours always
Are the keys of your understanding
For me you are always given
For which attributed my care for you
My youngling is here with me
Appreciation of life is taken
Smiling all the way.