To theorem:

i loved your ways.

you used to feed my brain.

Nowadays i am full so much of reality,

and it is killing me.

Id like to see you more often than i should.

Come by with Pegasus sometimes at my bedside,

get Nyx to bedazzle me,

while you are at it, take Sleipnirr with you,

a great race towards the end of my slumber, while 

I dr3am my day away with all of you.

I still love you,

mighty theorem…

We used to have so much . . . 

Fated to be

my situation.

the control in which i am in.

Then my lovely Belldandy,

would u kiss me fully.

Can your arms of yours

my cute atropos hold m3 in place.

So in time, i can be and see

a very sweet smile upon me,

my Brunhilde 

as you take me in your;


so please swallow my fated life.


The locks  c.17


The beauty of your




You do pick wisely

You do pick em well

Beauty of Vanir

Wise of all your kin



Mighty Freyja

I am willing

I am yours

so pick me

to be among those who would fight for

and die for

and i will come at the field

Where I can fight for  a cause

on our terms

on our war against those who opposes

life over death.


Ongoing 2009 artsydhude

Z means



at the end

of the peak

at the top of Olympus

and after it begins 

at the edge of Bifrost bridge

to the golden escalator 

where the end of my past becomes

a level where i see nothing

but yearning to be with

the one i want.

Thus begins an exhaustion of things

that i want and need to leave behind,

so to speak that

at the horizon

I see a pearly gate

that is locked

and Zadkiel turns me away and say

” Go back, they still need you

we will let you know

when they dont need you.”

love: a definition pt.1

a word by any means possible is and will be uttered unto women

why would a word be uttered yet its is shown through an act 

through means possible of reproduction

procreation and in some level fornication.

Of all things

Romeo did not really

but after which 

they did or did not deserve death because of it.

if after which Siegfried

came to Brunhilde

only an emotional treachery,

not really given to,

but she thought otherwise

because of it

came falling apart

Odin rebuked her

because of it.


2015 art archives 



Stood my ground

and as i test the gauntlet of my fears

and put my coat of arms of doubts

sheathing this veiled blind helm at the base of my crown

I armed myself against that eternal struggle

in which i must face alone

in the sea of my views

at the brine of each coastal shores

I take my strides to the maximum burst

then speed up to a Sleipnir pace

I see her

in twine with that old wyrm

Two wyrms intertwining

I see Tiamat at the last horizon.

I take heed and lower my gladius of despair.