At the end of pain,
it would be there,
yet i see it was never there,
all i knew of what was,
all i had to go through.
Knowledge to begin and end then you do apply,
not even today,
on any given random event
of any and or minute to moment.
-X phactore p58
Roar once more.
Its not about your confidence,
Its not the things to be one with self.
Cry as a wolf,
Loneliness is not an option,
Its there as your slave to the bone,
commiting itself as your throne.
c15 @rtsydhude, original.
c17 @rtsydhude, re-invizioned, updated.
Sweet sweet days of old,
a young virile promise of dreams afoot.
An old song battered yet remains in thought and memory
as Luthien wore out Tinuvil’s song.
as Beren would be laughing with Huan on this one.
I will always cherish as my Pandora’s dream.
It will remain the gospel of my future.
As i will walk and carry no more,
leaving Golgotha behind,
never being Lot about it.
have i not seen the past;
walked out of mine.
i have been dealing with what i needed;
my brain on dope of love.
A love of mine is nearby,
a sense of longing embrace,
rather to cajole mine;
effortlessly kissing her by the means of what
reality should be, not likely.
cherishing as you were.
How much then will I ever be,
if you can at least listen to my suffered past,
so doing you can know how I came to be.
East of the sun,
I traveled alone.
I held always you in memory.
West of the moon,
then in the showers of th3 night
I saw the god in me.
South of the sea
swam, saw and spoke to Tiamat.
and told me, how to hold a lie and
lie in it as long as my life can hold.
North to the valley of doubt,
There lay the gorgon of my life,
in which the hydra kept me awake in sight.
Insomnia upon somnubolistic reprecussions,
yet all circumstance took my life, and i will
champion my greatest treasure,
the light which was given to me, on a fated easter morning
in Mid October of 20th.
So i have been traveling,
and in my walks from, to and about under you,
I have seen nothing but my own selfish greed.
I saw a titan that lost its head,
I saw myself,
and i did not and yes
loathed myself into some
monster I am.