X phacks.


My Sun never shone.

Where was the night when I want it to be day.

Then it is to be than 

of all these in front of me.

Were I to be me or of them.

Whom am I to be,

therefore I want none of theirs;

Only Myself never.

I want none but to run.

This mind won’t give me of all of that.



®Artsydhude 95-19



NsVs #0069

A gain of loss,

are the ones of my benefits.

At what advantage all those profits

turn into some disclosure,

than to be claimed as none.

Still the same as then at what now

can be understood,

never be comprehend.

Coz your eyes see none only to compare

the valley despair.



®Artsydhude 2019



X phacks.


What did my hands hear where the eyes did handle all of these?

When does my ear shut and why must my feet love this hobbit hole in which I am in?

How am I going to handle all of the answers even my heart does mind all of the motions,

and the feelings of all moments passes,

Only the love of a stranger ever grace,

all of this shit,

that I muster.



®Artsydhude 95-19



I am missing the part,

where your smile,

the love of your eye.

They cannot touch me not

love me here by my loins.

Thus your warm embrace of your loneliness,

Your lust of someone’s love.

A love no woman can ever comprehend,

A love any man can give.

It’s not love of lust do bring.

An embrace that no but can give.

An acceptable level of what cherished moments,

Only two know will ever have,

and no one will.


®Artsydhude 97-19


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Oh baby I will get to you.




and when I do,

you still lead me into that air.



®Artsydhude 97-19



Smile to me,

Kill me your hot stinking bod.

Murder me in my mind as you lick into that pops.

Oooh what would I won’t give.

But crappie crap crap.

Your lustful mischievous smirks and laughs,

makes my panties in a bunch.

I dunwanna stand only to run where I am.

Still gutterbrained and want nothing,

Only to touch and feel you beside.

But wait,


I pre-cumed into my brained.

I didn’t know you sat next to me and said

 “Excuse me”.



®Artsydhude 97-19



Wake up,

wake up.

The sunlight broke each day as all of the years,

never to be. . .

left unseen. . .

I will not take anymore.

I will not shed my eye.

my heart ache and angered,

coz pain loved me throughout.

Still I wait,

Until your loving presence

close to me,

ever be the same.



®Artsydhude 97-19


Smile on.

U No wat. . .

I know such,

Do help me not

To. . !

Understand you.

For I am doing myself the flavor of all flavor.

I dunno what did I.. .

I will twiddle,

I will dumdum.

Understand me as you always perceived me.

Your 14 year old husband.

© O.a.M ®Artsydhude 97-19



Sweat me oh lovely

Curve those flaps,

Oooh What would I give.

Thing is, shit dunwannna.

The heck now I gotta wait 2nyt for a fap

and unloading on that sheez yoga mat.



®Artsydhude 97-19