Digital drawing, lust and desire, poetry, Portraits

Pwm 2e.3d:00



Once upon a memory you gave me a look.

Then telling me all the sweetest lies 

when your hips seduce my own lips.

In the end of it all accuse me of being me.



®artsydhude 7-18


Digital drawing, lust and desire, poetry

Pho-m #20.ii:b1

Every turn of your eyes,

Seduces me into a forbidden zone.

A smirk of a smile and the laugh sends me to

a tree where I cannot contain myself,

only then I see you in my personal Eden.



®artsydhude 7-18


Digital drawing, free verse, Life, pain and suffering, poetry

Pho-m .129!!


it is a system where one can get all that is needed.


it maybe a network of personnel that adheres to a policy of help.


some say friends and family are the best there is.

Maybe in my mind it is distorted,

When it shows me my history of support,

to the ones who are most close to me,

can support me if I can first give all their needs first.

Then the support can bought off.

Maybe in my personal past shown to me,

Support is there at the urgency of a real emergency,

that I need most;

in the hour when all else fails,

then the support shows.



®artsydhude 07-18


Digital drawing, hate and anger, Life, poetry

NmV #00.a3

In hatred life is vigorous.

In hatred it fuels all one can imagine.

In the mode of that anger,

The eye is blinded.

In the sensation of all frustration,

leads all senses as a rock.

Numbness is not a feeling,

Numbness is the power that keeps one,

everywhere caged and locked inside.

Vader asks me with intent and content,

Confront all of myself

 “Release your anger”

Seems to me his hate has much more,

than mine could ever be.


 “Anakin Skywalker, Darth Vader” all rights reserved under Lucasfilm via Disney Entertainment .



®artsydhude 07-18


Digital drawing, Emotional warfare, Life, poetry


Upon all things,




Middle of any road.

You take a stick, get a rock and twine.

watch someone take it,

They will tear you, take things, 

and destroy you for what you are.

Only you have to be,

Not them.

Not the way they take.

Not everything they want you to be.

Then only when,

get up and do not try,

 rebuild the things that you hold dear.



®artsydhude 07-18


Digital drawing, Life, poetry, relationships

Pw3te #blui:333

Love is an unending fire.

Love cannot be douse by any water.

Yet when it is misconstrued,

It aims the target,

and not focused enough to see the arrow thru.

If that fire calms down,

if that aim is not there,

is the love not enough?

has the love died?

I dunno you tell me,

who gave the apple to you and threw it away,

just to blame you everyday.



®artsydhude 07-18