are now to be yet there is something
. . . to be appreciated.
. . . I’d rather be thankful.
Knowing only of emotions are the biggest part of me.
Knowing of loving memories that makes me want to see you again in my life.
To know maybe to the eyes of my own Emily.
Only to see Josie come to me and be that one who wanted none,
Loved every moment of some distant unrecognizable memories of her.
Yet of all,
that was there guiding me. . .
the years I need of. . .
will always stay.
upon a 21st of what used to be ours that began never ended.
“I love you”
was never fully uttered between.
We lived it each day in so many ways.