X phacks.



is the only one matters.

The vein of my heart endures and ensures,

I just go in and stay upon

capillaries of all jungles those myriad

beyond and above my,



®Artsydhude 95-19



Stamen. sunk.


X phacks.


Go ahead bark at me you beautiful cloud.

Go ahead take me into the maelstrom of my chaos.

Keep me in your shit leash.

Coz when I come out of this,

You’d have better ways to keep me as a rebel.

In my state,

Lest my mind is not,

It will be my demon weapon.



®Artsydhude 95-19


Stamen: Linya.


X phacks.


What with I hear I will always allow.

Where I am in then of yesterday I will steal today.

Why am I supporting that is not now then I am to be,

I cannot believe in.

Inasmuch for what it can,

To make me not to be.

Yes you are lurking in and will always.



®Artsydhude 95-19


NsVs #0069

A gain of loss,

are the ones of my benefits.

At what advantage all those profits

turn into some disclosure,

than to be claimed as none.

Still the same as then at what now

can be understood,

never be comprehend.

Coz your eyes see none only to compare

the valley despair.



®Artsydhude 2019



X phacks.


Do the hand of my eye loves a sense of belonging?

Did my eye see the touch of the ears can not follow what is?

Then only in my mind my heart swallows its pride,

than to have a proud life not in shame nor care to blame,

the people left behind who never can follow what happened now

and be kind enough to see how much,

the suffering one can take.



®Artsydhude 95-19



X phacks.


What did my hands hear where the eyes did handle all of these?

When does my ear shut and why must my feet love this hobbit hole in which I am in?

How am I going to handle all of the answers even my heart does mind all of the motions,

and the feelings of all moments passes,

Only the love of a stranger ever grace,

all of this shit,

that I muster.



®Artsydhude 95-19


X phacks. B2.i

For the heart and of the mind,

Nor a love of a hand.

But a smile upon your eye or the wink that your ears follow.

Yet only by the love of a voice;

So please carry me into your life,

not anyone:

someone to be in your life, lasting and not lusting for everything.



®Artsydhude 95-19