“You said hi to me,
should I reply or
must I die while
you walk away,
Until my heart beat
for your name.”
. . I lost a life outside my past.
I lost the argument yet I didn’t want to win a week of my heart,
into stressed butts and,
I kept letting her win as my mind wandered and wondered,
how of my hurried and worried life as days passed.
Since I threw up all of my material into a vessel,
She did tell me
“Don’t worry emperor of my heart,
I will see to it your Avatar in Pleadis will be with you.
Look up as you live today not
not even a single tear from the
bones of yours.
I love you,
I will be with.
Love me in my memories,
you will be.
I want to lose each time,
so to know what winning does
and the knowledge applies not yesterday
only at the moment of life, love and the light which gathers.
Used to be the one who;
makes you more stronger.
makes your ego elevated.
Saw it too often,
I heard myself screamed without no love in sight.
I heard my anger without anger.
Zombie or not.
An empty shell of me.
I can see,
but not see my life in front of what
to give everything I got.
I want nothing to be a drifter in the wind.
what a day can take me.
what every step without leaving.
what any way to feel all of me left already.
when you ca not give that.
where you place that to who you think it needs.
One can say,
Yet it is my own devil who taunts me of my,
So you can see that fuel that burns.
I told myself then,
I will not hate you all my life.
Its an ember and of tinder
which never died.
Yet a flick of the wind,
a cool breeze to lull,
All those were in favor,
kept this insanity line embedded,
“They are still your parents.”