What is;

responsibility for.

when you ca not give that.

concern for.

where you place that to who you think it needs.

One can say,

my anger would be the death of me.

Yet it is my own devil who taunts me of my,



and your flaws that kept me alive.

So you can see that fuel that burns.

I told myself then,

I will not hate you all my life.

Yet all of my woe and the sickness of anger resides.

Its an ember and of tinder

which never died.

Yet a flick of the wind,

a cool breeze to lull,

yes only elementals did provide.

All those were in favor,

kept this insanity line embedded,

 “They are still your parents.”


© O.a.M

®Artsydhude 97-19



. . .have I lost you.

Please don’t let me 

lose you like I 

once did before.

Why must I always 

be able to see 

in my dark but not yours.

I need to find you once again,

this time you need me,

more than I’ll ever need you.



®Artsydhude 97-19