Cant see it
Cant you see it
I cant feel it
What the hell is it.
Then wtf is it
Dunno i know its there
Im not gonna lol u
Rofling now coz u cant it deny it
Wtf is “it”.
I know it now
It came to me once
Then i lost it
Just like that
What is it then.
Its gonna end it.
The Mercenary by artsydhude 2009
Have u not seen the world today
Have you even bothered to look beyond reason
Can you ever see the facts
Through so much opinions,
What is wrong with me.
Why blame all these when i cannot rid of my own hypocratic life.
In my own
I am sinner through it all
Killed my own ego
Just to show
Im better than anyone 3lse.
Yet there is one to say to me that i am wrong
And all the blame should stop.
That all should just stop, rest and listen.
If change is to ever happen, one cannot hope
One cannot assume to presume…
Bring forth Stormbringer and seducer of life.
So i maybe destroyed within
And live without
Jormundgand please tell ratatosk to tell me
That i need to my penance for myself only
And that Zeus to bring down the rain which he needs
In the days ahead we are to be cleansed seperately
Convincing each and one of us,
We need a hard spank
For lessons of old
And will always be
Oh have you been here all along
And saw me here
I loved how you consoled me through your
Protected me where i needed.
Loved me where no one can
Understood what i have gone through and still going through.
Oh mighty wings in hues of vermillion
I saw nothing but the rays of your light and love.
I dont want no healing nor to be away from these pains,
Yet i am influenced by you
That i am loved by you
With your brother Jc and almighty Dad J.
I am full, i am given,
Please i ask nothing but to be
Forgiven and learn to forgive
By giving and taking forgiveness to everyone.
Mighty wings artsydhude 2009
One of you came
And loved me the same
Still shown me what real love is
Dared to compare
Rico, ariston and who ever laid their eyes on me.
Buy with you,
It will never be the same.
I took your hand over mine
Used every sanity and else in between.
Now forever mine
I hold true
I am always will be
Love me as i want you to.
Its never enough to say such words…
I will always say it to you
No matter the cost
I …. …
MEVM @Innogen reception 2009
A year like no other
Sijo Lee paved the life i wanted my future to be in
Jrrt made it possible so i can see he work of a naturalist.
The year my own parental units, concieved planned
And gave birth to a child
Who need nothing from them but their influences, inspiration
Nothing else would have mattered
Its not what i really wanted
But inspiration from him was given
Through the love of reading and drawing upon this source
Resourcefullness was the gift.
Her memory, teachings was an imprint
The way she has given me
Was without no love but of life itself, through a book
That will, would and still give me life beyond through it all.
Life without pain is no life at all
If i were born without it
I should have never survived.
Blue, astigmatism,underbites, psychotrophic diagnosis’
Hey why should i bother
It is what i have become
Still the same
Before the demise.
The son sacrifices everything
Still the stubborn one
Conflicting on nothing
But your own perspective
Precept of your future
Didnt ignore nor be innocent of it.
Still stubborn as your mother
Who died for nothing
Now bluntly weaving
Lighted sticks which
Someone wants life from it.
Now at the height of your posthomous fame
Kept your name
Saw your influence
Kept inspired by the beeps of one the same
Tell me anakin,
Have you betrayed yourself?
Or have you set Luke for his own pre destined fate under
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As brown as my bo,
My hands are naked without you.
Still gripping this coiled hands without a gnarled root
I take it as it is
My fingers without nothing to hold,
My eyes slithers like i have something but its blurry
Without nothing to mold.
My kata at the side of my jodan no kamae,
Fingers all torn up from punching without no arnis
Not even two balsa sticks to practice and weave from and to.
Damned life if no weapon,
That then i shall become my own tool
To be my own weapon
I take theae hands
Leaving nothing behind
Only training within
To let the learning
I must begin
At my stance
At my core
Unlearn what i have never learned.
Humility of my own
Dignified at my agenda
Pride thrown in the ground
Where i begin
My training follows.
Id rather do it with you,
Than these people who keeps me on my knees.
Id rather spend it with you,
All the way watching pure movies with nonsense.
Id rather be with you,
Than watch all these geezers shout, yell and complain.
Being with you,
Tells me im human and need of ears to listen.
Being with you,
Tells me i need to shut it at times of my silence.
Now it seems this love
Would never be the same;
Coz you have seduced my life with my frame
Coz you made my life incomplete without regret or remorse.
It would seem id hate to love you
That this wanting and needing of love and hate at the same
Makes me more sane than stable.
Id rather think im immovable but for the love of your voice
Shouting my name
Yelling to the point of no return,
Really makes my day complete
And my night to be the same as previous ones.
As my claws dig in
These are mine.
Spreading my freedom
The wingspan of greatness
I am fully capable
I will disable your capacity of your
Menacing your lights
To blot out your source
My source is you
What you think is mine and mine alone
What you hoard i will take
So please bring for your gold
Go ahead try and slay me
For if you do
You only slay yourself
Remember as i bellow
I will see you run, ya yellow
Consuming not just your external
I will kill you internal
As i am not the one
You will be
Corruption is my heart
Illusion my eyes
Go ahead make mine yours.